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[In the DARK, in the DARK you'll find us]
Wearing badges of death to show we care...
Created on 2004-01-23 06:40:01 (#1977124), last updated 2005-03-15
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Basic Info| Name: | [I exist in the hearts of all our friends] |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 11-07 |
| Location: | Palmdale, California, United States |
| Website: | A secret that we dare not speak out loud |
Bio
FRIENDS ONLY. BITCHES.
♥I go by Venescha, V, Checkers, Nescha, Nesch, Vava, and a few others.
♥My life is devoted to Jacob and not you, so fuck off.
♥I'm 16. I enjoy cosmetology, photography, piercings and the art of piercing itself, and music.
♥Anyone with any sort of artistic ability interests me.
♥I like to stay up late and sleep in.
♥I also enjoy waking up early, for some odd reason.
♥While we're on the subject of sleeping, I hate sleeping alone.
♥I used to have a list of all of my music in here, but it changes too often so fuck that.
♥IM me for more info. I prefer AIM.
[Halloween, by the way]
I'm sure this is all gonna sound really ridiculous and uh... I don't exactly expect anyone to believe all this. Uh... for the last little while I've been kinda keeping correspondance with my sanity, and uhh… I really get the feeling that I’m starting to lose interest in the letter writing process. The pieces of the letters, they just get progressively shorter and shorter until it’s not even a reply. I uhh... the whole thing makes me really nervous. I just wish I could show you what a huge problem this is.
I kind of have this... what if some real and terrible accident happened to myself, would I still have all these stupid questions right? Like what if uhh… what if there's a spot on my body that I can touch to keep my heart from beating? or like what if, what if theres this uhh... stray bullet out there that’s gonna come through my window and take me out? like what if uhh... what if theres this huge unstoppable comet that’s just gonna like, destroy the earth and all of us? Like what... what if that’s happening right now? How can I avoid all these questions if I don't have that? Like, who is gonna be here? Why... who is gonna be there... in the hospital? Who is gonna tell me that all this is bullshit... its a dream? Just a dream.This is not a joke. And uhh... i'll never sleep.
I love a man from California. He's the prettiest thing. We got the same disorder
I adopted Bee♥
Adam Levine is "This Love".
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